It's not so good folks...
I've done pretty well on the exercising regime... I only missed one day and that's because I had a rally busy schedule and my local gym was closed because of a marathon or something... but what really gets me is that it's been... 1,2,3... 10 days in a row I've worked out and I'm GAINING weight!! I know the whole muscle weighs more than fat, and when you're sore your body is retaining lactic acid, and all that stuff.. but seriously? after almost two weeks, shouldn't I be losing weight now?
I'm not giving up, but my goodness, I am so discouraged, it's not even funny. I have had to desperately talk myself out of giving up so many times this last week and a half... I need to get over this hump though! I'm hardly eating these days, stocking up on salad and carrot sticks, etc, which, of course makes me so hungry and I feel so empty all the time... that it makes me uber-cranky! I almost cursed out my boss, not because she did anything wrong, but just because everything is piling up on me, and I don't know how else to relieve it... it's times like these, I wish I had a boyfriend or a husband that I could just sex the heck out of them... but that's obviously not one of my options right now... and the worst part, I'm going to Vegas tomorrow.. granted, I'm on a huge budget and can't afford to party and spend really, but still, the temptation is there, especially when I'm going with a 6 month pregnant woman.. you know she's going to want to eat all the time...
I need something... someone... anyone.. to help me... this struggle is more than out of my hands.. I need help.. I just don't know where to find it, or what exact kind of help it is that I need...
wish me luck.. I'm gonna need it!
No comments:
Post a Comment