HCG...

So, Thanksgiving has come and gone... almost finished with all my left overs... and I didn't come out too horribly... a couple expected pounds up, but I did also have my period which SUCKED! AND I DID go to the gym on Thanksgiving day and burned 600 calories... *yeah for me*

But now, as I figure out how the hell to get out of my dieting/weight-loss slump, I've decided to try a new product... a friend of mine from high school sells this stuff called "HCG". Apparently it helps with your metabolism. It's an odorless, tasteless liquid that I place 10 drops under my tongue , 15 to 30 minutes before I eat. Well, the actual diet is not much different from the Lindora program so I figured I would try this stuff out along with the Lindora program and see how it goes. My best friend, AKA: the Nazi workout partner, is still on my fat ass about going to the gym and killing my body twice a week, so I'm off to the gym to meet up with her tonight, but I also wanted to apologize to any and all readers that I'm going through a tough time getting motivated and determined.. so the apology is that my blog entries aren't so great and aren't as frequent as I had promised in the beginning... hopefully, when I start losing weight and getting more of that energy back that I've been lacking so badly lately, I will be posting more than just once a week ...

What I KNOW I HAVE TO DO is get my cardio exercise in everyday... which means I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY and get to the gym! There's just no getting around that one... That's the tough part for me.. getting my lazy ass up in the morning and going to the gym, or for a walk... and it doesn't help that I go to bed super late ... but I'm totally wide awake at 11pm-2am.. Even if I did lay down in bed at 11pm, I know I'd be just wide awake in bed staring up at the ceiling... I need to get my sleep schedule back on track... so much to do.. and so little motivation to do it.. *ERRRRGGG*

Today, on the Lindora-HCG combo diet, is Gorge day #1.. I get 2 Gorge days to pretty much get all my cravings out of me.. it's mostly mental, the mental idea of being forbidden to eat certain foods; so I had chinese food and left over pumpkin pie with lite cool whip... and, honestly, other than my cup of coffee.. that's all I've had today.. I guess I'm not much of a gorger... anyway, one more gorge day, and then Wednesday is the official start of the 1000-1200 calorie diet..

*fingers crossed*